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(2)Letting Go of Fear and Ego / Paranoia
August 5, 2011
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Roger,

You got it correct!  Form the intent to connect and you will.  Remember that the response is going to be instantaneous…so fast that your mind/ego can't process/change the connection.

Above all trust your instincts and remember the communication will be via telepathy.

You are really doing great!

Kiss

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August 6, 2011
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Hi Diana, so I saw 3 distinct entities that seemed like they could be my guide(s) after forming the intent and entering altered state. Only one was in any way humanoid looking.

I asked them all to reveal themselves to you if they are ok with that, and wondered if you would be willing to let me know what you see, as my personal visions were a bit freaky to say the least.

Part of this request is me attempting to work out if I'm really 'seeing' something or 'inventing' it (and sometimes I wonder if that might be the exact same thing!) It might appear I'm trying to 'test' you, and if so, that's absolutely not my intention – more like I'm testing myself.

Obviously if we have the same visual, then that would be one of those 'slam dunk' experiences that turn me from a willing believer to a 'knower'.

If there's some flaw to the reasoning here, I'm sure you'll point it out. If you'd rather do this privately, delete the post and let me know. If you think this is for me to work out by myself, I respect that too 😉

Thanks so much.

RT

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RogerT said:

Hi Diana, so I saw 3 distinct entities that seemed like they could be my guide(s) after forming the intent and entering altered state. Only one was in any way humanoid looking.

I asked them all to reveal themselves to you if they are ok with that, and wondered if you would be willing to let me know what you see, as my personal visions were a bit freaky to say the least.

Part of this request is me attempting to work out if I'm really 'seeing' something or 'inventing' it (and sometimes I wonder if that might be the exact same thing!) It might appear I'm trying to 'test' you, and if so, that's absolutely not my intention – more like I'm testing myself.

Obviously if we have the same visual, then that would be one of those 'slam dunk' experiences that turn me from a willing believer to a 'knower'.

If there's some flaw to the reasoning here, I'm sure you'll point it out. If you'd rather do this privately, delete the post and let me know. If you think this is for me to work out by myself, I respect that too 😉

Thanks so much.

RT

LOL (lots of love)

Roger,

Did you form the intent to have your guide(s) reveal themselves and then entered the altered state or did you form general intent and enter the altered state?  

There is a big difference.

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I formed the intent first, or at least that's what I thought, but my intent is not often that razor sharp and very capable of getting over-written 😉

Sounds like my guide has told you I didn't make contact yet Laugh

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RogerT said:

I formed the intent first, or at least that's what I thought, but my intent is not often that razor sharp and very capable of getting over-written 😉

Sounds like my guide has told you I didn't make contact yet Laugh

hahaha Smile

Roger,

LOL.  Not exactly.  Laugh

The mere fact that you are asking me this question means you thought about this and therefore ran it through your mind/ego where you began to doubt the response you got.  Your intent can't get overwritten unless you allow your mind/ego to do so, in which case, it has all gone to hell in a hand basket at the onset.  Surprised

You have to learn to trust your instincts because that is your soul talking to you.  Once you begin to do this, you will build a bank of experiences that will strengthen your ability to trust your instincts.  At first, it is baby steps.

No one said you could not have more than one guide.  You have at least one…but you can have more.  My Guide does not look humanoid at all.  In fact, thankfully none of my guides look humanoid. Wink

Do it several times and see if the same ones come to you.

You are doing fine, just keep at it.  Kiss

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August 6, 2011
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D,

You've told us alittle about VG . Can you discribe your other guides?

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Tashina said:

D,

You've told us alittle about VG . Can you discribe your other guides?

Tash,

She is my main guide.  I also have Black Jaguar, Orca, Coyote, 2 Dragons, Dog and several Oak tree species.

Jaguar taught me to see in and understand shadow…and about time.

Orca has taken me on amazing journeys outside space and time and enhanced my ability to do that.  I have watched Him birth galaxies, stars, and planets…something I feel extremely honored to have witnessed.

Yotee Coyote has taught me that while all things are sacred, nothing is sacred…which is a rather difficult concept to fully understand.  He has kept me laughing (mostly at myself) during the darkest times in my life.

The two Dragons live on my roof.  One is a Fire Dragon and the other is a Chaos Dragon.  Each is very fierce and they are mainly here for protection.  One would not want to feel the wrath of a Chaos Dragon directed at them.  The Fire Dragon just shoots down negative energy directed at me.  It is quite funny to watch.  I have ridden each of them through dimensional levels as that is where they live…in dimensions that are far above our natural level.

Dog has always given me unconditional love, protection, unquestioned loyalty, and helped me heal any emotional wounds I have had during my path here this time.  It would be hard to not have a Dog in my physical world which is why watching Shadow's slow decline has been difficult.  Her bravery serves to remind me that it is the other species that show the most bravery and love during times like she is going through.  Even as sick as she is, she worries about me and how I am doing.  I have told her it is OK for her to cross when she needs to and that she can come back to see me anytime, but so far she is not having any of that.  She has a very strong and determined soul.

Oak Tree has taught me the meaning of quiet strength of path and how to hold knowledge until it is time to release/talk about it.

They have all helped to protect and teach me in their own ways when I have needed it.

My VG has elevated my knowledge in ways I could never find words in the Human language to talk about.  She has been with me over so many life paths that I consider Her my best friend.  She is kind, patient, loving, funny, and protective.

I have worked with others from time to time, but those are my main ones.

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 Your intent can't get overwritten unless you allow your mind/ego to do so, in which case, it has all gone to hell in a hand basket at the onset.  Surprised

Yep, keeping the mind/ego out of the driving seat is still a challenge. He's a sneaky little bugger and finds all sorts of ways of slipping back into the directors chair each time he's evicted. Laugh

 

Are there any animal spirits particularly good at helping keep the ego at bay? Deer, fox and wolf just came up, and of course Bear (one of the 3 I saw the other night). So what that now says to me is I need to hold a space of compassion for my little ego (deer), be as wily as it is (fox), learn to stand strong alone (wolf). Bear doesn't say anything, she just stands there, raw power, love and wisdom.

 

That was fun Wink

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That first paragraph was both funny and oh, so true.  Very well stated.  The fact that you are realizing this is a very good thing.  It means you can deal with it as you need to.  Laugh

Deer teaches you to show gentleness of word, deed, and intent.  She also teaches you to listen…really listen (in this case to your soul).

Fox watches unseen.  He is a great teacher of the use of stealth in doing this work…just watching and then fixing the problems as they arise.

Wolf deals with family and/or family issues.  Family does not necessarily mean your physical family, but can also mean your spiritual family.  Wolf is a teacher; brings you guidance in dreams and meditations; teaches you to face the end of one’s cycle with dignity and courage (in this case getting the mind/ego out of the driver’s seat); instinct linked with intelligence, to name a few.

Bear usually doesn’t say anything.  She will teach you healing through introspection and solitude.

An animal that is very good with ego problems is Cougar/Mountain Lion.  It teaches you leadership without ego…so it is very adept at handling ego related situations…and this animal will take no prisoners.  It is quite unafraid of your mind/ego.

If you have animals beginning to come to you, you are doing quite well.

Kiss

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August 7, 2011
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Thanks Diana.

I haven’t noticed cougar as yet, so will ask her for help now.

Wow, just typing that and I felt her energy. No nonsense, ruthless compassion. Totally fearless and as you say, she doesn’t take any crapola from the mind/ego. Very nice.

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Fear and the Night.

 

I used to think I was afraid of the dark, but it turns out, it's also something to do with the night time.

In order to confront my fears of darkness, I enrolled into a 3 week dark room retreat. This means living, eating, sleeping in total darkness, 24/7.

I never really got comfortable with being without my normal vision, but overall it was quite a liberating and healing experience. In fact, it was so good I put a darkroom in my house when I built it.

One thing I've noticed spending time in complete darkness, is that I can still detect when the sun goes down, even though I have no visual clue.

There is a distinct energy shift as night comes around, and for me, the energy appears as a subtle but fairly pervasive unsettling or a heightened sense of potential danger.

During daylight hours, I feel quite brave and for example may be ready to journey and meet face to face with other species and potentially scarey experiences, but as soon as night-time arrives, my courage fades and fear increases.

I wondered whether this has something to do with childhood experiences, media manipulation or just the seemingly universal interpretation amongst humans that scarey stuff happens at night.

I also wonder whether it's something to do with a lack of solar rays (however you want to label that), which in the context of the dark room can obviously penetrate buildings, but not the planet. i.e. I feel them during the day but not at night, regardless of whether I can see or am exposed to visible light or not.

Any comments?

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Fear and the Night.

 

I used to think I was afraid of the dark, but it turns out, it’s also something to do with the night time.

In order to confront my fears of darkness, I enrolled into a 3 week dark room retreat. This means living, eating, sleeping in total darkness, 24/7.

I never really got comfortable with being without my normal vision, but overall it was quite a liberating and healing experience. In fact, it was so good I put a darkroom in my house when I built it.

One thing I’ve noticed spending time in complete darkness, is that I can still detect when the sun goes down, even though I have no visual clue.

There is a distinct energy shift as night comes around, and for me, the energy appears as a subtle but fairly pervasive unsettling or a heightened sense of potential danger.

During daylight hours, I feel quite brave and for example may be ready to journey and meet face to face with other species and potentially scarey experiences, but as soon as night-time arrives, my courage fades and fear increases.

I wondered whether this has something to do with childhood experiences, media manipulation or just the seemingly universal interpretation amongst humans that scarey stuff happens at night.

I also wonder whether it’s something to do with a lack of solar rays (however you want to label that), which in the context of the dark room can obviously penetrate buildings, but not the planet. i.e. I feel them during the day but not at night, regardless of whether I can see or am exposed to visible light or not.

Any comments?

Roger,

IMO, our fear of the night and darkness has more to do with our over use of our vision to “see” what is around us than anything.  Of course, children are often scared of the dark because of society’s taught values more than anything else…and how their parents react to their fear.

I have an exercise for you to do in your darkroom that will help you learn to trust your ability to feel low level vibrations.  

Make sure the room is totally dark.

Put a quartz crystal on the floor, move away from the crystal and spin yourself around several times (until you do not know where the crystal is).

Sit on the floor, still yourself, and see if you can sense or feel the vibration coming from the crystal.  If you do, you should be able to reach out and pick it up.  

If you didn’t find it, sit still and feel the vibration…keep doing this until you can do it every time.  This not only teaches you to feel subtle vibrations, but it enhances your ability to “see” without using your eyes, hearing, smell, etc.

It sounds simple, but it isn’t.

…more homework…

Kiss

d

p.s.  An Apache Shaman told me how to do this and it does work.

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That’s a brilliant exercise.

I’ll give it a shot as soon as I can get some quiet undisturbed time and let you know Laugh

 

PS. What do you think of my comments about 'feeling' the difference between the sun being up and not?

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RogerT said:

That's a brilliant exercise.

I'll give it a shot as soon as I can get some quiet undisturbed time and let you know Laugh

 

PS. What do you think of my comments about 'feeling' the difference between the sun being up and not?

The Sun emits an unique energy vibration/frequency.  It would be more powerful when it is up and less powerful to you if it is down.  Can you feel when it is more active and less active?  

It is good that you feel His vibration.  It shows that you are progressing well with this.

…more homework…after the crystal exercise.

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Hi Diana

I am reporting back on my crystal exercise : 0 out of 10! lol

First problem I encountered is that no matter how many times or in which direction I spin myself around, I seem to know which way I’m pointed! So it was hard if not impossible, to place the crystal on the floor and then ‘forget’ where I put it.

Even though I knew which direction it was, I didn’t once manage to put my hand directly on it. I couldn’t feel a thing Laugh

It was a bit disappointing, as I really felt I had a connection to this particular stone (large piece of amethyst quartz), which I got in Sao Paolo airport specifically because when I walked into the crystal shop I felt I was going to pass out from the energy pick up.

So I can see how effective the blind study is at taming false egoic beliefs, and how powerful an influence my vision has on me.

 

Regarding the sun, my experience is that when it is going down, or has gone down, I become aware of a subtle but fairly pervasive sense of foreboding. I was surprised that I felt it very clearly whilst in the dark room, on several occasions.

In terms of your question about feeling activity, not sure I understand what you mean, but if it’s anything more than up or down, the answer is probably no, or at least, I haven’t paid enough attention to generate more precise distinctions.

 

As my progress with the altered state journeying is still very much hit and miss (more miss than hit) I’m ready to commit an hour each day for training exercises, if you’re willing to be my trainer 😉

 

Shall I keep going with the dark room crystal exercise, or do you suggest I work on something even more basic?

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Hi Diana

I am reporting back on my crystal exercise : 0 out of 10! lol

First problem I encountered is that no matter how many times or in which direction I spin myself around, I seem to know which way I'm pointed! So it was hard if not impossible, to place the crystal on the floor and then 'forget' where I put it.

Even though I knew which direction it was, I didn't once manage to put my hand directly on it. I couldn't feel a thing Laugh

It was a bit disappointing, as I really felt I had a connection to this particular stone (large piece of amethyst quartz), which I got in Sao Paolo airport specifically because when I walked into the crystal shop I felt I was going to pass out from the energy pick up.

So I can see how effective the blind study is at taming false egoic beliefs, and how powerful an influence my vision has on me.

 

Regarding the sun, my experience is that when it is going down, or has gone down, I become aware of a subtle but fairly pervasive sense of foreboding. I was surprised that I felt it very clearly whilst in the dark room, on several occasions.

In terms of your question about feeling activity, not sure I understand what you mean, but if it's anything more than up or down, the answer is probably no, or at least, I haven't paid enough attention to generate more precise distinctions.

 

As my progress with the altered state journeying is still very much hit and miss (more miss than hit) I'm ready to commit an hour each day for training exercises, if you're willing to be my trainer 😉

 

Shall I keep going with the dark room crystal exercise, or do you suggest I work on something even more basic?

Roger,

Keep doing the Crystal exercise.  It is not as easy as it sounds, but it does work.  I can do it, but it took considerable time to be able to do it.  You have to clear your mind/ego out of the picture.

As for the Sun, continue to attempt to feel the Sun's energy.  It is better when it is down because the energy is more subtle and requires you to really feel it.

I suggest that you work on the altered states work first.  Once you master that, then go back to the Crystal exercise.  When you nail that one, then move on to the Sun.

This work is very advanced and you should not expect to be able to do it quickly.  It takes a great deal of patience.  I cannot overstate the need for patience while doing this work.  It will come, but not until you get rid of the influence of your mind/ego on everything and out of the boxes that are preventing this from moving forward for you.  If you feel that these are still influencing you, then you need to go back and deal with them first…then move on to the other things.

The reason I started this website was to teach each of you how to do these things.  I expected that many people just will not want to put in the work necessary to achieve this.  I knew this going into this.  Most people would rather read books, take workshops, or pay to listen to someone tell them how to do it, but they do not want to do the work needed to achieve the abilities…and hence, are never able to do this.

Good for you for hanging in there.

Kiss

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Thanks as always.

I'll keep at it. No giving up here Laugh

Clearly stuff is shifting for me, and to be honest, I'm going through a bit of a 'dark' stage right now. Feeling a lot of hopelessness and the desire to give up on many things I used to have no problem bringing energy to.

My body is in all sorts of distress, and often feels very lethargic.

I believe I am moving from thinking to feeling, and it seems that the process needs more 'letting go' than my mind is willing to allow, so the body is helping out by putting me into a state of lethargy and emptiness which makes holding on very, very difficult – YAY!

 

One aside, which I originally thought to start a topic about … Yesterday we had a major storm after an extended dry period. About 30 minutes before the storm arrived, I went automatically into altered state – so much so, that I felt the need to lie down (some nausea too). It lasted until about an hour after the start of the storm, and then eased off a bit.

About a month ago, I was in altered state as a similar smaller but equally violent storm came by. You know, those thunderstorms that come and go in about 10 minutes. I went outside and stood under the terrace to watch it pass (about 2am), and was really surprised to feel a huge number of entities that appeared to be 'storm chasing'. It was quite weird. They didn't pay any attention to me, but came through in a wave, like a large crowd chasing some mega pop-star down the street. As the storm passed into the night, there were a few stragglers who brushed by. I thought to ask you about this at the time. Do electrical storms attract entities that use them to charge themselves up?

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When I was in Slovenia last month I felt the same before the storm came.  Scary feeling, like somethink was wrong with those  dark “monster” clouds..The may be charged with somethik weird onnatural? We had Yesterday also here some very strange dark clouds, maked me feeling atacked..They could be charged with electro-magnetic field becouse of chemtrails inside?

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RogerT said:

Thanks as always.

I'll keep at it. No giving up here Laugh

Clearly stuff is shifting for me, and to be honest, I'm going through a bit of a 'dark' stage right now. Feeling a lot of hopelessness and the desire to give up on many things I used to have no problem bringing energy to.

My body is in all sorts of distress, and often feels very lethargic.

I believe I am moving from thinking to feeling, and it seems that the process needs more 'letting go' than my mind is willing to allow, so the body is helping out by putting me into a state of lethargy and emptiness which makes holding on very, very difficult – YAY!

 

One aside, which I originally thought to start a topic about … Yesterday we had a major storm after an extended dry period. About 30 minutes before the storm arrived, I went automatically into altered state – so much so, that I felt the need to lie down (some nausea too). It lasted until about an hour after the start of the storm, and then eased off a bit.

About a month ago, I was in altered state as a similar smaller but equally violent storm came by. You know, those thunderstorms that come and go in about 10 minutes. I went outside and stood under the terrace to watch it pass (about 2am), and was really surprised to feel a huge number of entities that appeared to be 'storm chasing'. It was quite weird. They didn't pay any attention to me, but came through in a wave, like a large crowd chasing some mega pop-star down the street. As the storm passed into the night, there were a few stragglers who brushed by. I thought to ask you about this at the time. Do electrical storms attract entities that use them to charge themselves up?

Roger,

That is very normal as you let go of your mind/ego and shift to your soul.  Things that you thought were very important may suddenly seem not to be…and often that results in a slowdown that happens exactly as you have described in those first 3 paragraphs…and Yea! for you!

There is a lot of power in those storms and any entity that uses that type of energy is going to be attracted to them.  I had to laugh as I was reading that paragraph as I could see the whole crew chasing after the storm.

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rebeka said:

When I was in Slovenia last month I felt the same before the storm came.  Scary feeling, like somethink was wrong with those  dark “monster” clouds..The may be charged with somethik weird onnatural? We had Yesterday also here some very strange dark clouds, maked me feeling atacked..They could be charged with electro-magnetic field becouse of chemtrails inside?

Rebeka,

Those storms are surrounded by a lot of electrical charges and you can feel those charges…the most sensitive you get to feeling this kind of thing, the easier it is going to become.

Think of them as massive energy centers and not something to be afraid of…but something that this Planet does quite well when She puts her energy into it.

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