rebeka said:

I do have a need to exchange more and share experiences…and actually feel embaraced  to ask Diana  about what went wrong last month when I joined the Lunar Game on Open Lounge ?

So I still try to figure out myself about the lesson I´v got outthere with the fake Bat&Company. I may need to be absolutelly neutral when I open. It is rare , but everytime I open the portal I feel my troat  is so different, more vulnerable ..Maybe  you have some taught  this Diana?

In meantime I felt the shift today and some entities want to get me scared off and I have to send them regulary away. It helps if I tell them I am not afraid and they won´t get what they want from me.

The nature here is blossoming, the mixt smell of orange blossom with oranges, makes me high, the mountains, warm sun..I felt so much gratitude and love for the moment I live now on the Earth, that I may experience this beauty  and the shift..I may never again see her like this? ( is this the meanig of my life here, to see the nature for the last time in full blossom?).

 Good to know Tash, that you wish also more people would post.

rebeka

Rebeka,

Feeling vulnerable is a fear response.  Just because you tell yourself you aren't afraid, it doesn't mean its true.

You are still worried about negativity.  You need to practice staying in a neutral state for longer periods of time.

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rebeka said:

Diana,

Thanks for your feedback. Already practice in daily life to stay neutral. That may take away the fear ?  But when I open the portal would you recommend to stay neutral one week or less? I know is very personal for each one of us…For me staying one week in neutral state all the time is quite a long but I wil do it if it´s neccesary.

The animal spirit website is really interestink. I was reading your conversations with the visitor..It helped me to understand how other beeings see us, Humans.It seem still a lot I can learn/read from this website.

I am  trying to understand  the reason I went true that experience with those fake animals last month? Is that possible that my soul needed to learn  ? I know it was an importand lesson for me and I welcom this as I only learn from “bad” experiences. But I need to understand why this happened in terms to digest it and avoid it in the future.The practice to stay neutral seem the best but there may be somethink else I need to understand? 

hugs, Rebeka

Rebeka,

Don't try and hold the neutral intent for long periods of time when you first begin this.  If you begin doing it for short periods of time, you will find that as you progress you are able to hold neutral intent for longer periods of time.  Start with baby steps…one step at a time.  In my opinion, you are trying to do too much too soon.  Go back to the boxes and work on letting go of the fear.  This is a big step…a huge one and it takes time to undo what you have stored so deep in your soul for years.

You are going to find that you may have experiences such as 'fake animals'.  Those are the result of left over fear.  As you let go of the fear, those types of experiences fall away.  Don't hold on to them because that means you are holding on to experiences that were fear related.  We all have to learn to let that stuff fall away so that we have room to grow in a positive manner.  

Remember that this work is very individual and each soul has to work at their own speed.  An example would be the race between the Tortoise and the Hare. The Tortoise won because he went slowly and didn't wear himself out.  He was steady and kept his eye on the end result.  He didn't wear himself down because he wasn't ahead.

This is not a race to see who gets somewhere first, but rather a test of whether you can work at your own speed and are prepared to move slowly to get to the end.

You are doing fine.  Just slow down.  Don't try and open portals for the time being.  Work on the fear aspects and getting out of boxes.  If you do that, you will find that the work that comes later is much easier because you have set up a good foundation for those next steps.

This is not meant to be completed by the vast majority of people in a short while, but to show them how to do it as they move through each section. If you have to stay on the fear box thing for a year or more, then that is what is correct for you.  Each time you let go of a fear, you are moving ahead.

I think you are working very hard and are progressing.  Be patient with yourself and give yourself credit for your advances.  All of the experiences that each of us have are going to be different.  None are wrong…they are just different.  Embrace your uniqueness and honor your soul as the individual it is.

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rebeka said:

Hi Tash,

 

Just try and plug it further, don´t think you are not supposed to go any further! I am also still trying and sometimes feel I am not going anywhere. But if you keep doing it every day little by little than you can go on further.

I should give up already 2 years ago when I made  really bad experiences. Last year when I channeled some entity for 7 month and now I had a 2 weeks talks with fake Bat and other animals, but I know there is still somethink I need to experience, and why should I give up now and give them right? It would mean that I give up what would give them a power…

I am  not lucky to be able to do what I do.I have great respect for you and I feel lucky that you post to, so I don´t feel alone in this. Diana sayes that each one of us is able to achive to go BV. Am I right? I am spending between 1,5- 2 hours a day, on this. It takes  patience to do it and  usually I don´t give up easily, even  if it seem difficoult. It´s only a hard work, dedication, like I know from learning a new piano peace…

At the moment I learn to be neutral whatever happend and that seem  difficoult in beginning. I hope I wil get there and learn all my lessons I need. I feel the need to share more about my taughts but am shy, so I rather don´t post everythink what I am dealing with, only the most importand issues…

But please post your experiences, and we can support each other..

I miss post from Lassen, Roger…

 

Hugs,

rebeka

You are all doing fine.  I am actually quite proud of each of you for the work you are doing as I know it is quite advanced and not easy.

Hugs and kisses to EVERYONE who is working on this.  You won't be disappointed with your perseverance.

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