Rebeka,

It is very common for it to feel different as to what and how you perceive the physical world.

If you are concentrating and looking very hard for differences, then your mind/ego is attempting of occupy you and keep your soul/spiritual side from growing.

Try and not be so observant as to your physical world…let it go if you can and stay centered, with neutral intent, and your shield up.

Observing your physical environment without reading something in it if it appears a bit different, is an important step.

d

rebeka said:

OK, I understand it´s better not to occupy my mind about differences in physical environment. I think I just had one of those days..Staying neutral seems very importand. Your tapes are very helpfull.

 

There is somethink I am struggeling with what happened three monthts ago but I wanted to sort it myself out. Finnaly I have to ask you for advise. Please could you give me a feedback? I am a bit afraid to

 get the usual answer like ” you have the same problema again”.  Don´t be mad on me please?

 

I was with friends that evening, celebrating and I had more wine than usually . We had some talk about spirits and my friend talked about the people in some bars in Norway who where drinking al the time and unable to stop drinking becouse of beeing possesed tru some spirits..Than suddenly I felt attaked true somethink what penetrated into my body. It felt afwul, dirthy. I left inmediatelly  and was bussy to get it out of my body but didn´t succeed. It feels that think is still inside but can´t comunicate with me. I put the Ob. shield between us. I regulary feel on some moments that wants to get tru that shield but is bloked. I don´t think that is my ego.

 After research my instinct told me that I had some weak points that night in the Ob.shield after having a wine, that´s why that spirit could enter.

I am not bothered  anymore about, as I  work on my fear issues and think positive and I know that I wil get rid of it like the other one but would be useful for me to know your opinion.. 

My question is: was all what I comunicated with threes,plants…  true? Could that spirit who penetrated into my body pretend the taughts of those beeings I taught to comunicate with? Lately I stopped to do this in terms to chek if that think manipulated me or not?

If I was comunicating with threes, could that think come between me and them even if I put the Ob. shield between?  Would than my Ob.shield drop?

 

Rebeka,

Don't expect to be able to just drop your fear baggage (or get out of the fear box) all at one time.  It takes time.  Sometimes you take two steps forward and one step back, but in the end you will prevail.

As you go through these experiences and begin to trust your intuition, you will learn what is true and what is not.  Think of it as building a library of experiences to draw on when you need validation.

Don't trust anything you get when you are drinking alcohol or doing drugs (not that I am accusing you of that), because it is the alcohol/drugs that are controlling the situation.

Your obsidian shield is fine.  I just checked.  It will stay up as long as you don't take it down.  Just leave it alone and you will be fine.

Trees are very powerful and I would not expect them to allow anything to mess with them.  They are very old and wise.

You are doing well, just keep on working on the fear thingy as it sounds like you are making progress.

d

rebeka said:

Oh thanks Diana,

 

Can I ask you another crazy question please? You say that the threes are very powerful. Can  a three if is mad during a communication with me push my body?

So, the talks with the threes, see , mountains etc.. I did are valid? No one can come between. That´s a good news for me.I wil start again to talk to them as I stopped three weeks ago and see if my shield is going down than? I say this becouse when I talked to them it seemed that they communicated to me  true the language.   (my tounge got words, even if I didn´t speak the words out ) Than you told me to communicate only telepatic, this seemed more difficoult for me but I can learn that.

But I wil first wait on your answer before starting talk to them again.

 

Thanks 

Rebeka,

I don't understand why you would worry about them pushing your body if all you are doing is talking to them…or why they would become mad at you during a normal conversation.  It has  never happened to me in all my years of talking to them.

Your communication with them is via telepathy.  You will understand them and they will understand you.

You must conquer this fear of your shield being disrupted.  Many people talk to spirits with no shield at all and are perfectly fine.  It is all about intent.  Keep the intent neutral when you do this.

d

rebeka said:

Diana,

 

Thanks for your encouraging feedback! I wil keep the intent neutral, this is a best!   

 

About beeing pushed, I did somethink the three didn´t like. I told: ” I know you are my ego.”  She said: ” Are you crazy? Don´t insult me!”, then I felt a push back. This happened in October. I am really wondering if a three has a power to push you back?

I did this to verify if I am really talking to that three. Then I apologised for this and explained why I did. The three accepted it. I did this a coupple of times with other threes to see if some one else talks with me, manipulate me or not. I´v got answers from different threes  like ” Are you mad?” So I stopped to veryfi on that way.

I know it sounds crazy but I went true difficoult 8 months beeing manipulated with lies from that northy spirit and that´s the reason I was suspiciouse about with who am I talking with.

 

I only want to know if I am really communicating with the plants and other beeings, or is somethink between like my ego or some spirit? It´s a process to learn to trust what I hear.

 

R.

R,

Sorry this took so long to answer.  My Grandson gifted with me with an early Holiday present…the flu…which has now spread through the whole family…one of the many benefits he got from going to college and being in crowds.  

Yes, it is a process to learn to trust your instincts.  The more you do it, the greater the bank of experiences you build up and the easier it is to trust your instincts.

You are doing fine, just keep practicing.

d